God grant me the serenity...

Today I have no control. I’ve given my life up to my higher power that’s the only way I will stay sober. I’ve tried other ways they just don’t work. I don’t have the greatest relationship with “God”. I have a higher power that is out there and takes care of me. I’m not quite sure what form the higher power takes right now and it’s ok that I don’t know. I still think there might be a “God” I just don’t understand it – whatever it is. I hope to find that "God" in the future - it's a process that I'm working through. Finding my "God" has plagued me in my journey. It was only when I decided that my HP can do what “God” can’t or hasn’t in my life. So for today my higher power has it- ALL of the things and will help me through this.